Freeeedom:]

I know that there are things in my life that I want to change… But I am perfectly fine with them being that way, as long as I have HIM. I don’t want to be “just some girl” to him…Ever. This isn’t a game that I play, something to fill my time with, or something I’ve been waiting for my whole life. The perfect man is already taken…By me:] There’s nothing more I could ask of him.. [but for him to know that I love him, completely] Because once he knows, he won’t doubt us anymore. He won’t feel that I’m not trustworthy. It tears my heart into pieces to think that’s even true, even to the slightest bit. So this, I propose, will perhaps get your attention. I promise to you, Joel, that that I will always love you. Forever. I don’t care about what other people think or say or how much they may doubt us or what your cousin said[no offense] or what anyone else believes…. Because, well, the only one that believes this, is the only one[or two] that matters.[in this situation.] In twenty years from now, you will see. In fifty years from now, you will see. In seventy years from now, you will still see. That I’m desperately in love with you.